Poker Nightmares?!!?

I woke up yesterday really pissed. The hand had been brutal... On the river with the effective nuts versus a deep stacked fish who obv liked his hand. But I just couldn't decide on a bet size. Unfortunately in my desire to get the bet size just right I had not noticed the timer running down. As soon as the auto fold happened and my hand hit the muck I screamed and then bit my knuckles until they bled... Browsing my pokertracker hand histories has no record that this hand ever happened. So the question is... Have I begun to have poker nightmares?!